Why Am I Unhappy ?

I really wonder why I am unhappy. I don't even know a little bit of my feelings. I think I have anything I really could have wanted, cause I am partly a spoiled brat. I'm utterly confused, and feeling weird. The past five days I have been feeling cruddy , for no particular reason. Especially at practice ,my sister was pissing me off . Like crazy , and then it might have been the fact, that I was jealous of my aunts going on an endless shopping spree. My love life's been a mess, school's boring; drama that is just stupid. Nonsense , just that one word , can explain middle school drama. Now in middle schools people start making gangs , and it pisses me off how people think its so cool. Like "Mob or Sahooki." Come on, we live in the suburbs , its the Silicon Valley. Practice wasn't the best yesterday, I was sad, and them, BAM , ice cream , mint chocolate, to be exact. That probably lightened my mood a bit. But the downside, while practicing swords, someone came back , and it wasn't nice or good at all. Cause he needs some serious social lessons, like how to know your place, and really really needs a social meeting lesson, or something. But, either way I'm sad , and the weather has an effect on me. It makes me sad if it's cloudy, when it's sunny I happy, when it's windy I'm tired. Raining or dark clouds makes me feel depressed. I'm aggressive at daytime, and I'm moody at nighttime. It's so weird , and guess how I felt today, depending on the weather ? Tired, and cruddy. My mind and heart is mixed with unidentifiable emotions and thoughts. It's driving me crazy, I hope I can find my inner peace, and be calm. I really just can't wait for summer.
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