Obsession

I've been feeling obsessive all week. I feel for the need to have every- thing my way. It's like that saying "my way or the highway." Exactly, so yesterday I went shopping at San Fran; Union Square, baby! The Forever 21 & Macy's was humongous, and I was pissed that morning when I found out that my sister had gotten sandals, and went shopping when I was at school. Which had pissed me off, and my uncle pissed me off even more. I ended up kicking him really hard in the shin, and I was pissed, angry, and eventually became sad/depressed. Even though, it's really childish the way people would think of it. But it's not, I have more reasons behind it, it's just not something I'd like to share to the internet world, or cyberspace as people would call it. Anyway, I was getting happy again because I looked forward to San Fran; since I heard that I was going. By the way, I haven't been to SF since I was like 11. So we went into Macy's which I don't remember ever stepping foot into the store there before, and found myself and nice pair of jeans. I want to tell you readers that it was black, and I was going to get it personally tailored, (: That made my day basically, but there's was more to my day. After that, we headed down the street and made a right, to find a Forever 21. Once we got in, we scoured every rack to see if something found suit any of our tastes. And just my luck, I found a pair of hot pink studded sandals, in a basket with dull colors.

When I saw that pair of sandals, I thought to myself. The only bright colored thing in a pile of dullness. It speaks to me; to be original, somehow and somewhat. I told myself that I needed to try and attempt to be original in my own way. The sandal was in a pile of sandals too, like me being a human, and everyone else being a human. It's just that, that one had caught me eyes. It speaks to me, drawing me closer to it. I ended buying it, because it was coincidentally my size, 6. That made my day even though, there wasn't any of my size in gray, so I could match easier with clothes. But I'll take life as it goes.

So, that day and past week, I felt obsessive over inanimate objects. Like I was pissed when my aunts or sister got something , and I didn't. Typing this now, I realize that I am spoiled. But whatever, I'll live my life, the way I want it. Teehee! And just half and hour ago, I was pissed over a gold dolphin styled watch and matching earrings. My mom had known I wanted that set, and she goes and gives it to my FOB aunt. And pays for her shopping spree , yesterday, which my aunt could have paid for herself, but no. She wants my mom to pay for her clothes, and support a 7 people family, with a low salary, because of the low economy. They just want the money, so they can go and gamble and be broke the rest of their lives. Now, that I'm almost done typing, I realize once again, that I am very random, switching subjects when something comes to my mind. But that's how Sarah Nguyen works.

I hope I have a good week, and I hope I can go to VYC. My mom doesn't want me and Christina to go, at all. But she's talked and ranted about it. There's a chance that we might get to go. It's like a 60% chance, depending on her mood.

Well, I have to go waste my life being bored right now, I'll write more soon, Blogspot, and fellow followers.
*Don't you just love the turtle eating strawberry photo? (: