Rant!

Today, I decided to talk as the "real me," or the girl that's cussing 24/7, who has anger issues, practically and typically hates life as it goes. That's me, because the other me typing all the so called "deep posts" is just when I'm feeling emotional about a conflict in my mind. So, let's begin with today's bitching.

I had woken up early, waited for the bathroom to be free, from the old hag always hacking up something repulsive. Dress and wore my new glasses. I was so happy, I had everything I really ever wanted in life. School was okay, it sucked knowing that my parents and sluttish FOB aunts were going to the beach and barbecuing without me, while I'm basically dying in boredom at school. Even worse, my neighbor who drives me to and from school, blasted music. It wasn't the good music either, embarrassing at the least. It was Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley. I was at Independence, with high schoolers surrounding me, so I slunk down into the seat, hoping no one would see me. I can't believe my fucking neighbors have no shame, with their " I don't give a fuck about what you think " attitude. It hella annoys the shit out of me. Ugh, Then my cousins picked me up to go the carnival, at Independence, did basically nothing that amuzed me, at all. I had no food, because I think my cousins didn't want to eat, apparently not thinking about only themselves. Came home bored, because my cousins and sister were just talking to an old teacher, BORING. I was trying so hard to act alive, and interested. Twinkies, these days. When I got to my house, I realize it's 5 pm, and no one was home. Who the hell spends 5 hours at the beach ? I call my mom, and she tries to fucking convince me that she homes, while I'm in her room, seeing no evidence of life besides me and my sister. NO one, I walk to the garage open the door, and see my mom smiling after she pissed me off. She's holding an In-n-Out drink, which pissed me off. She comes home with no food for me, and none of the damned barbeque she promised me. Then she bitches at me for asking where's the food. God, freaking bipolar bitches. Then my dad got all mad, because he's a afraid she's gonna go crazy , literally. My day was just ruined. And you know what I realize?

I need a new family, everyone basically hates me. Everyone hates me because I hate talking to my aunts, I make fun of everyone, Christina always PMSes, so I bitch when she's bitching, my dad's anal about me talking back to my mom; afraid she's going to be sent to the Psych Ward, or something. My grandma's just fucking annoying bothering me every second of the damn day. My aunts, oh my gosh, don't even get me started. They just fucking annoy the shit out of me the most. Ever since they came, my life has been even more fucked up. They do whatever they want, not caring or considering that people need to go to school and sleep. Fuck them, stupid sluts. They eat all of my food, leaving me no decent food to eat. So I'm pissing everyone off. Never mess with me, when I'm pissed about food. Just give my my goddamn food. I hate my family, I want to be adopted by a twinkie family. White washed, please!

Well , I'm done ranting for now. I'll go back to my usual posts when I post a new one. LAATE !