Finally

I feel at ease, I feel happy. Everything is alright, everything is wonderful. I knew it, I told myself; I said that bad things always have good fortune after. & I didn't believe my words, but now, I do. It's exciting, I haven't been this happy since I met Alison, Minh Thy, Crystal, Alyssa, in Van Nghe. I have a significant other that makes me happy. Makes me laugh, makes me smile, makes me blush. My friends can do that, of course they can. But it's so different; every text, every call, every IM; it makes me jump in excitement, giggle, and my heart skip a beat. I know I'm incredibly cheesy, but I can't help the way I feel. I know it's hard for both of us, but I promised that we'd try hard to make it work. I plan on keeping this promise, even though I have never kept a promise in my life. So I plan on making a change, I don't care what people say. I'm not going to give up, cause I'm no quitter. I wanna move out of my comfort zone, and experience being uncomfortable.

My mind goes blank when he talks to me, my brain turns to mush, I can't think of clever things to say. I always have something to say, but everything I think of sounds stupid. I haven't felt this way in forever. I've been miserable these years, I was starting to get better; happier. And now that he's here, my progress has grown even more. People noticed that I'm so giddy since Saturday, and I noticed it too. I talk even more now. I hope you don't get bored of me, seeing you're older. You know? Lack of common interests, haha. I'm still listening to your music. :)

I'm so happy right now, I don't ever want to stop being this happy.
"You're exactly my brand of heroine." - Twilight
( Even though I said Twilight can suck my d*ck, I couldn't resist )

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