Summer

Summer is going to be over soon , I don't want summer to end. I'd rather be at home doing boring things and going out on weekends than go to school. But some days at school , it'll make going to school worthwhile. Once in a while I'll have a good day, but usually it's boring. At home, I have my music, my choice in food, my freedom, and endless amount of time. I actually have something to look forward to at the end of this week. Friday is Van's Sweet 16. of course, it's a get together sort of thing. I'll feel kind of out of place there. The only 13 year old there, hanging out with a bunch of 16 year olds. Can I say; Awkward? But whatever I guess I have no way out of it really. Hopefully there's going to be that one guy who's coming. I can dress to impress. And then there's Boomers down in Livermore. I'm going with my beloved dance group, finally somewhere for fun. I didn't tell my mom it's in Livermore, cause I'm a rebel, she thinks its around Palo Alto or Mountain View or something like that. But back to the subject.

Do I really want to go to school? There is only a minuscule amount of things that are convincing me to be happy for school. Nothing truly exciting. The only thing I'm excited for is when graduation comes, I can't wait to start over in high school. Hopefully I'll have Alison go to Independence, which is highly unlikely. But it doesn't hurt to hope for something you want. I only have 2 wishes this year. Both I can't decide between. And both I'd call a miracle if it happens. I'd sing at the top of my lungs, which I can't sing for life, and believe in miracles once more.

But yeah , I hope for this school year to just be better than 7th grade, even though seventh was a good year, it went by fast, just how I want it. I'm still hoping that my mother lets me go to dance practice again, I'd be crushed if I couldn't go. Someone else would replace me, and everyone would forget about me, wouldn't they? I don't make a statement, I don't do anything memorable. Not that good of a dancer, but a little bit better as a drummer I guess. But still , I hope people don't forget me. So to anyone reading this; Don't forget me when you move on.